Tal Fishes

Hi, a want to share with the group a new experience I’m having. When I last participated in the groups meeting, I was ashamed to read out loud, because my reading isn’t fluent.

I understood, that not confronting this issue, is holding me back and is a sign that l am refusing to except my self in a very deep way- I’m shaming my self . I’m Shouting down my desires , lm scared to sound stupid .

So I started to read to my self Pinki’s book out loud. Hearing my self read is healing and transforming for me.
It more than overcoming the Diagnosing that “I’m dyslexic ”. It’s much more than that – it’s trusting my inner voice, which dips my understanding of the Text, makes me realize I’m responsible to heel my shame and hard feelings.

I’m responsible to make sure ‘I feel’ I understand what I read, even if I can’t fully explain to someone else, what the text is about – school tests is over for me and so is there observation (my observation) that I’m 60-70 … stupid or too averag too mediocre to have a voce worth listening to.

Fuck them!!!!

Thank you Pinkie for helping me connect to my inner voice and listen to my self and soul.

Thank you to me for my curiosity and courage to read out loud.

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